As I faced my Maker at the last judgment, I knelt before the Lord
along with all the other souls. Before each of us laid our lives
like the squares of a quilt in many piles. An Angel sat before each
of us sewing our quilt squares together into a tapestry that is our
life. But as my angel took each piece of cloth off the pile, I noticed
how ragged and empty each of my squares were. They were filled with
giant holes. Each square was labeled with a part of my life that had
been difficult, the challenges and temptations I was faced with in
everyday life. I saw hardships that I endured, which were the largest
holes of all. I glanced around me. Nobody else had such squares. Other
than a tiny hole here and there, the other tapestries were filled with
rich color and the bright hues of worldly fortune.
I gazed upon my own life and was disheartened. My Angel was sewing the
ragged pieces of cloth together, threadbare and empty, like binding air.
Finally the time came when each life was to be displayed, held up to the
light, the scrutiny of truth. The others rose, each in turn, holding up
their tapestries. So filled their lives had been. My angel looked upon
me, and nodded for me to rise. My gaze dropped to the ground in shame. I
hadn't had all the earthly fortunes. I had had love in my life, and
laughter. But there had also been trials of illness, and death, and false
accusations that took from me my world as I knew it.
I had to start over many times. I often struggled with the temptation to
quit, only to somehow muster the strength to pick up and begin again. I
spent many nights on my knees in prayer, asking for help and guidance. In
my life I had often been held up to ridicule, which I endured painfully,
each time offering it up to the Father in hopes that I would not melt within
my skin beneath the judgmental gaze of those who unfairly judged me.
And now, I had to face the truth. My life was what it was, and I had to
accept it for what it was. I rose and slowly lifted the combined squares
of my life to the light. An awe-filled gasp filled the air. I gazed around
at the others who stared at me with wide eyes. Then I looked upon the
tapestry before me. Light flooded through the many holes, creating an image.
The face of Christ. Then our Lord stood before me, with warmth and love in
His eyes. He said, "Every time you gave over your life to Me, it became my
life, My hardships, My struggles. Each point of light in your life is when
you stepped aside and let Me shine through, until there was more of Me than
there was of you." Tears filled my eyes as everyone gazed upon the most
beautiful tapestry.
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