This
is a true story that occurred in 1994 and was told by Lloyd Glenn
- Throughout
our lives we are blessed with spiritual experiences, some of
which are very sacred and confidential, and others, although
sacred, are meant to be shared. Last summer my family had a
spiritual experience that had a lasting and profound impact on
us, one we feel must be shared. It's a message of love. It's a
message of regaining perspective, and restoring proper balance
and renewing priorities. In humility, I pray that I might, in
relating this story, give you a gift my little son, Brian gave
our family one summer day last year.
- On July
22nd I was in route to Washington, DC for a business trip. It
was all so very ordinary, until we landed in Denver for a plane
change. As I collected my belongings from the overhead bin, an
announcement was made for Mr. Lloyd Glenn to see the United
Customer Service Representative immediately. I thought nothing
of it until I reached the door to leave the plane and I heard a
gentleman asking every male if they were Mr. Glenn. At this
point I knew something was wrong and my heart sunk.
- When I got
off the plane a solemn-faced young man came toward me and said,
"Mr. Glenn there is an emergency at your home. I do not
know what the emergency is, or who is involved, but I will take
you to the phone so you can call the hospital."
- My heart
was now pounding, but the will to be calm took over. Woodenly, I
followed this stranger to the distant telephone where I called
the number he gave me for the Mission Hospital. My call was put
through to the trauma center where I learned that my
three-year-old son had been trapped underneath the automatic
garage door for several minutes, and that when my wife had found
him he was dead. CPR had been performed by a neighbor, who is a
doctor, and the paramedics had continued the treatment as Brian
was transported to the hospital.
- By the
time of my call, Brian was revived and they believed he would
live, but they did not know how much damage had been done to his
brain, nor to his heart. They explained that the door had
completely closed on his little sternum right over his heart. He
had been severely crushed.
- After
speaking with the medical staff, my wife sounded worried but not
hysterical, and I took comfort in her calmness. The return
flight seemed to last forever, but finally I arrived at the
hospital six hours after the garage door had come down. When I
walked into the intensive care unit, nothing could have prepared
me to see my little son laying so still on a great big bed with
tubes and monitors everywhere.
- He was on
a respirator. I glanced at my wife who stood and tried to give
me a reassuring smile. It all seemed like a terrible dream. I
was filled in with the details and given a guarded prognosis.
Brian was going to live, and the preliminary tests indicated
that his heart was OK-two miracles, in and of themselves. But
only time would tell if his brain received any damage.
- Throughout
the seemingly endless hours, my wife was calm. She felt that
Brian would eventually be all right. I hung on to her words and
faith like a lifeline. All that night and the next day Brian
remained unconscious. It seemed like forever since I had left
for my business trip the day before.
- Finally at
two o'clock that afternoon, our son regained consciousness and
sat up uttering the most beautiful words I have ever heard
spoken, He said, "Daddy hold me," and he reached for
me with his little arms.
- By the
next day he was pronounced as having no neurological or physical
deficits, and the story of his miraculous survival spread
throughout the hospital. You cannot imagine our gratitude and
joy.
- As we took
Brian home we felt a unique reverence for the life and love of
our Heavenly Father that comes to those who brush death so
closely. In the days that followed there was a special spirit
about our home. Our two older children were much closer to their
little brother. My wife and I were much closer to each other,
and all of us were very close as a whole family.
- Life took
on a less stressful pace. Perspective seemed to be more focused,
and balance much easier to gain and maintain. We felt deeply
blessed. Our gratitude was truly profound.
- Almost a
month later to the day of the accident, Brian awoke from his
afternoon nap and said, "Sit down mommy. I have something
to tell you."
- At this
time in his life, Brian usually spoke in small phrases, so to
say a large sentence surprised my wife. She sat down with him on
his bed and he began his sacred and remarkable story.
- "Do
you remember when I got stuck under the garage door? Well, it
was so heavy and it hurt really bad. I called to you, but you
couldn't hear me. I started to cry, but then it hurt too bad.
And then the "birdies" came.
- "The
birdies?" my wife asked puzzled.
- "Yes,"
he replied. "The birdies" made a whooshing sound and
flew into the garage.
- "They
took care of me."
- "They
did?"
- "Yes,
he said." "One of the 'birdies' came and got you. She
came to tell you I got stuck under the door."
- A sweet
reverent feeling filled the room. The spirit was so strong and
yet lighter than air. My wife realized that a three year-old had
no concept of death and spirits, so he was referring to the
beings who came to him from beyond as "birdies"
because they were up in the air like birds that fly.
- "What
did the birdies look like?" she asked.
- Brian
answered. "They were so beautiful. They were dressed in
white all white. Some of them had green and white. But some of
them had on just white."
- "Did
they say anything?" "Yes," he answered. They told
me the baby would be all right." "The baby?" my
wife asked confused. And Brian answered. "The baby laying
on the garage floor." He went on, "You came out and
opened the garage door and ran to the baby. You told the baby to
stay and not leave."
- My wife
nearly collapsed upon hearing this, for she had indeed gone and
knelt beside Brian's body and seeing his crushed chest and
unrecognizable features, knowing he was already dead, she looked
up around her and whispered, "Don't leave us Brian, please
stay if you can."
- As she
listened to Brian telling her the words she had spoken, she
realized that the spirit had left his body and was looking down
from above on this little lifeless form.
- "Then
what happened?" she asked.
- "We
went on a trip." he said, "far, far away.." He
grew agitated trying to say the things he didn't seem to have
the words for. My wife tried to calm and comfort him, and let
him know it would be okay. He struggled with wanting to tell
something that obviously was very important to him, but finding
the words was difficult.
- "We
flew so fast up in the air." "They're so pretty
Mommy," he added. "And there is lots and lots of
'birdies." My wife was stunned. Into her mind the sweet
comforting spirit enveloped her more soundly, but with an
urgency she had never before known.
- Brian went
on to tell her that the 'birdies' had told him that he had to
come back and tell everyone about the "birdies". He
said they brought him back to the house and that a big fire
truck, and an ambulance were there. A man was bringing the baby
out on a white bed and he tried to tell the man the baby would
be okay, but the man couldn't hear him. He said, "birdies
told him he had to go with the ambulance, but they would be near
him. He said, they were so pretty and so peaceful, and he didn't
want to come back.
- And then
the bright light came. He said that the light was so bright and
so warm, and he loved the bright light so much. Someone was in
the bright light and put their arms around him, and told him,
"I love you but you have to go back. You have to play
baseball, and tell everyone about the birdies." Then the
person in the bright light kissed him and waved bye-bye. Then
whoosh, the big sound came and they went into the clouds."
- The story
went on for an hour. He taught us that "birdies" were
always with us, but we don't see them because we look with our
eyes and we don't hear them because we listen with our ears. But
they are always there, you can only see them in here (he put his
hand over his heart). They whisper the things to help us to do
what is right because they love us so much.
- Brian
continued, stating, "I have a plan, Mommy. You have a plan.
Daddy has a plan. Everyone has a plan. We must all live our plan
and keep our promises. The birdies help us to do that cause they
love us so much."
- In the
weeks that followed, he often came to us and told all, or part
of it again and again. Always the story remained the same. The
details were never changed or out of order. A few times he added
further bits of information and clarified the message he had
already delivered. It never ceased to amaze us how he could tell
such detail and speak beyond his ability when he spoke of his
"birdies."
- Everywhere
he went, he told strangers about the "birdies."
Surprisingly, no one ever looked at him strangely when he did
this.
- Rather,
they always get a softened look on their face and smiled.
Needless to say, we have not been the same ever since that day,
and I pray we never will be.
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